The next stage.I went away for about four weeks after I graduated and tried not to think too much about what the hell I was going to do when I got back. When I got back, I went back to work in retail (Probably the worst job in the world- EVER- So bad that in a 50 years time when they remake ‘Worst Jobs in History’ with Tony Robinson, retail will top the list. Trust me on that one.)
I was still not sure what I wanted to do so I looked at jobs for research, local council and government, museum, office stuff and publishing etc etc. I was willing to take anything on as I still wasn’t sure what to do and so was happy to give it a go. In the meantime I got promoted to assistant manager in retail which made me just feel like I would be there forever and ever....
Very little actually happened for about 6 months. I went to interviews, changed my mind, got another interview and changed my mind again, felt like I was getting somewhere and then nothing happened. Six months is a very long time to be waiting..worrying.... Panicing!! If I could tell myself something then that I know now, is that the process makes you realise what’s important to you and once you know that, your sorted!!!
Going through all of that made me realise that I care about political issues and campaigns, writing and research and compassionate people and that I wasn’t willing to go without them in the long run. I also realised that you have to say no sometimes because you know that path takes you away from where you want to get to. It’s hard but knowing what to do and having some sort of direction is a nice feeling. : )
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